We are meeting with our lawyer today at 4pm. I normally don't turn to the blog to ask for mojo/prayer/whatever, but right now I am so sad and depressed about all of this that I literally feel I cannot lift my head. I went through all my boxes from my old office last night, found the documents that I need to bring today. I have an online form I need to finish filling out for the lawyer's office but I literally sit here and look at it and cannot bring myself to find out the answers to what goes in each field. My head hurts, my heart hurts, and I feel like just getting back into bed, closing my eyes, and just going back to sleep for ten years.
It has been a long time since I have felt this defeated. And right now is not the time.