She's Cute

Tomorrow morning, we're going to see that house in Hagerstown that we really like. The one that I said looks like houses that kids I grew up with who had lots of money lived in. 

She's super cute. I hope she's as cute as the pictures make her out to be. 

I'm kind of wanting a little bit to pump the brakes on all this. Mostly because I do not want to organize and pack. I feel like I need two friends to sit with me and help me purge and get rid of things. 

Doug's aunt is supposed to be moving, and the title company and new owners have been freaking out that she's not out already. 

She was supposed to hire movers and hadn't yet, so on Sunday they are sending a truck and crew over to get her out. I'm kind of laughing because neither Doug nor I feel bad for the people who bought her house. 

They have no idea the stuff she has. Will one truck be enough! 

For years we've been trying to get her to clean up or put things in storage but hoarding and mental illness are something you just fight against the tide and get worn out over. 

She basically told Doug she doesn't need his help anymore. Which is hilarious because I have a feeling our phone is going to ring at 8am on Sunday with her freaking out because they are there and fighting with her because of all her shit. 

Last night I was trying to fall asleep and I was thinking about all our shit. Some shit that got unpacked when the basement flooded over a year ago that I still have not repacked and organized. There's a lot we don't need to keep that we moved from Massachusetts. I should be doing that. 

But I kind of am having a hard time wrapping my head around the coming possibility of us moving. September? October? I don't know. 

I keep thinking of things in terms of the short-term happenings. Like going back to Richmond for a couple days to be with my cousin. Then the following weekend Linda comes down again. Then August 6 I go to Maine, and am not back until the 17th. After that, I don't have anything on the calendar. 

So I can't even envision things beyond coming back from New England that Sunday. 

We'll cross bridges when we get there. In the meantime, there are things to do and I should get myself in gear. I can't be mad at Doug's aunt for dragging her feet and not being an adult if I'm kind of doing exactly the same thing. 

This should motivate me. Don't be like her. 

Off to bed, tomorrow's a big driving around day. Up to Hagerstown and then Doug wants to do a drive by of a couple places in Harpers Ferry WVa. Wish me luck. 

Digits below.

digits

exercise: 12/12 hours. 2 walks, one inside while cooking dinner, 15 min, .61 mi. pokemon walk, 35 min, 1.55 mi; 10k+ steps by bedtime

blood glucose:

9:00am: 145
5 pm: 113
11:15pm: 126

food & meds:
9:00am: phentermine+jardiance
2pm: turkey & colby jack on 647 white bread w/mayo; met+glip
6:30pm: pasta primavera w/ angel hair pasta, asparagus, peas, diced tomatoes, chicken
9:30pm: met+glip
white wine