Walking in Circles

Today was a really anxious day and one where I am absolutely glad I work at home. I am able to attend stressful meetings, turn my camera off, and walk in circles all around my house while hyperventilating. It is awesome.

Tomorrow I have a check in with my manager and I want to tell him how badly I am actually freaking out and panicking. He is a very supportive person, but he won't be able to DO anything, so what's the point. 

We just need for all the broken things with the new platform to be fixed. That's all. 

Geoff cooked dinner after we had a big discussion about more protein, fewer carbs and sometimes he doesn't get it. So that also was stressful. Doug and Toffee took a nap after dinner and I didn't want to work anymore, so I went out for a solo walk. 

I was getting ready to turn towards home when my Rush streaming ended, and it was my friend Amy in Arizona calling with a couple updates. She's relocating to Pennsylvania and she has a moving date around July 20th. I'm excited that she'll be two hours away by car instead of that many by plane. 

We had a great chat, and I kept walking straight and extended the walk so we could yap. I was happy for that, because it got me to almost 10k for the day, and I didn't have to hit the treadmill or go out again later to tack on more steps. 

I picked up the laptop and did more work before bed. Without having a panic attack. 

We'll see what tomorrow brings. I love our team, I love the gang, I just want for things to straighten up and fly right. 

My friend C would understand this. We've shipped the car to Pebble, it still needs work, and we're all rushing around .... trying to make the thing show-ready. And it isn't going perfectly. But. We'll get there? We can only hope?

Again, no picture, digits below. Good digits mostly. 

digits

exercise: 12/12 hours.  Solo walk, 31 min/1.61; 11k+ steps by bedtime

blood glucose:

8:45am: 123
4:30pm: 175
11pm: 128

food & meds:

8:45am: jardiance + phentermine
11am: small bowl of mac & cheese w/bacon
1pm: english muffin w/pb and zero sugar j
1:30pm: met+glip 
4:30pm: 2 celery stalks w/pb
6;30pm: chicken and dirty rice by Geoff
7:30pm: met+glip
white wine+diet ginger ale